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People...is not a big deal, if i have that many money...i will bid on this set which is 365000yen at the moment...super dollfie...i never will have even if i die.

that original set was 88000yen only, but because it was so limited (only 20 set) that's why many people want them. include me!! but never in my life will afford it.
Well, the one piece that cost 800 bucks that you guys talking about, has a WHITE COLOR NOW...for.. 3000YEN START BID ONLY..and already past 1 day..only 1 person is bidding on it....* i don't think anyone notice that one piece yet..
If i can't get the pink one then white one is the way to go
O...that buyer
alicexx225xx was competing with me for the hawase doll matching headdress. Now she's gonna competing with my pink one piece and headdress again??? errr...so pissed off, i don't like her. And i won't even like her if i know who she is.


This is first and last time, I don't people calling my Alison on web, because i'm really got used to people calling me either satchan, sakura chan or even natsumi on web. Alison just sounded too real for me....for maybe just me. So when people calling me Alison on web, i'm like....they talking about me right..feel soooo weird??

And yes..i will be getting one of the h.jelly skirt, since Minnie can't get me the one i most wanted anymore, that was the nicest one i ever find. I was getting the one piece as well..but for another 200USD??..no way.

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Ever since i got into Lolita, i've been to isolated from the world, especially MUSIC, school, friends and homework. I keep thinking about clothes and ignore all the things i used to care about anymore. After this set, i hope it will never happen..
I still want to obsess with Orange Range, Janne Da Arc & Asian Kung-fu Generation, I like the old me, Not the lolita obsess bitch nigel only check on JP!AUC and brand site for 24/7.
I still want to into J-pop, into J-drama, into anything else that i like except this.


I'm very appreciated that Ro-ren san was added my as a friend..but sadly i have to go.
Meeting her was like meeting Novala sama, even she's don't really know who i am....I still happy.....*tears of joy..
I will become the second "the3rdempire" no matter what....they both are my lolita role model...


So long all you guys
New me will be in my NEW livejournal. If you really bother, please email me to ask my new LJ: akanatsumi@hotmail.com
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OMYGOD~~ something made my lot happier
I just finished my history speech which is lot of relieved. THEN....
THE ONE PIECE AND HEADDRESS THAT MOMOKO WORN IN INTERVIEW IS UP~~
I"M SO GETTING IT..NO ONE STEAL MY ONE PIECE~



I ALREADY GOT THIS ONE...

But I still need that one piece...I DON"T CARE HOW MUCH IT COST..I"M GONNA GET IT
looks like my loli obsession is back again..
I love cosplaying Momoko....i already got the tartan jsk, the hawase doll and the karami no jsk
If i win the white hawase doll, then i win that won then my collection of momoko will be done..mm..except the heart apron one, i will ask  my friend if they still have stock in JP, then i will buy from her.
YEAH~~ so happy.
They also have the one that momoko handmade one which i don't really like


and i suddenly got a sleeping beauty jsk in pink..i thought it was white. I'm gonna sell it..ERRR ME DON"T LIKE PINK.(sometimes)

.....::
I still angry about my freakin host sister even though she left
I know she will gonna bitch about me to everyone.
I know i should it pissed off and tell her how i suffer at the airport
And she was pissed off at me because i wasn't with her long enough in the airport when she's leaving
WHAT?? SO DO I HAVE TO SPEND MORE THAN 50 BUCKS JUST TO STAY IN THE AIRPORT AND BE WITH YOU? NO WAY

Airport parking fee is expensive, everyone knows that, i'm not telling you because i'm nice enough, otherwise i'm gonna spit all the stuff you did. Parking fee within half an hour is already 7 bucks, we were over half an hour and have to pay 13 bucks which already pissed my mum off so much.  And you keep telling Sarah and Melissa to kill me at school
FUCK OFF BITCH~ AS IF I WiLL CARE ANYMORE, I DON"T EVEN CARE ABOUT YOU ON THE LAST DAY ALREADY.

Then after we went home i spit all the stuff that she told me to my mum and she were like OMYGOD, if she did all these stuff, why don't you tell me eariler?..so we can not go out with her on Sat or Sun. Even let her go out just drop her off and let her come back herself. I was like, i didn't know until Saturday, and I don't really want to go out anymore on Sun as well but because everyone took their host sister to Opera House, so i just have to do it then. But SHE DOESN'T APPRECIATED. We catch a ferry to Circular Quay and walk to Opera House, she only took 3 photos???? I mean if you got anything just tell me then. AND IF MY MUM DIDN'T ASK YOU IF YOU WERE HUNGRY, YOU WILL STARVE TO DEAD UNTIL YOU ARE IN THE AIRPORT. I don't even want to look at her one more time.

And most important part which i'm sooo fuckin pissed off, she's picking on my japanese. I know is not a big deal, but is really offensive to me more than people laugh on my English accent.
OK, i try to learn japanese hard as i can. I did tutoring and studied hard and try to get more higher level because i love japanese so much and is the only interest that lasted me sooo long that i couldn't just drop off
Now you tell me my Japanese sounded weird? I"M CHINESE. NOT NATURAL JAPANESE. IF YOU THINK MY JAPANESE SOUNDED WEIRD, CORRECT ME THEN. WHAT THE FUCK IS THE PROBLEM WITH THAT?
OK FINE, THIS WILL LEAD TO ME DROPPING OFF JAPANESE NEXT YEAR.

Saturday you ask me what time we coming back to home. I said i don't know .....ask Melissa first, THEN i know what she gonna talk about, she was gonna said what time we going out. Then i said do you mean come home or go out? I speak every word for 5 seconds and very slowly and she won't even understand. I MEAN HOW EASY CAN IT BE?? THEN LATER I JUST IGNORE HER INSTEAD AND THINK...GET OUT OF MY ROOM
IF she laugh at my Japanese, i can laugh more than 10 times at HER English
THINK ABOUT IT BITCH. MY JAPANESE IS EVEN BETTER THAN YOUR ENGLISH. AND JAPANESE IS MY FOURTH LANGUAGE AND ENGLISH IS ONLY YOUR SECOND LANGUAGE. I DON'T EVEN TALK TO YOU IN JAPANESE ON LAST FEW DAYS ALREADY. YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT I'M TRYING TO SAY, FORGET IT, I WON'T EXPLAIN ANYWORD TO YOU BECAUSE I HAD ENOUGH.
Ok, i admit i'm not a talkative person, but i do talk, and your English disadvantage makes us don't have any conversation, AND BECAUSE YOU GOT ALL THOSE DISEASE, I WILL HAVE TO AVOID YOU MORE. you know how hard we clean your room after you left, you got all the medicine and strong mint smell in your room. and because of your self-fishness you hide all your food in your room, so food mix together with your medicine. HOW BAD CAN IT SMELL LIKE? I HAVE TO SHARE A TOILET WITH MY MUM INSTEAD, THEN MY MUM CLEAN THE TOILET AND PUT CHLORINE ON TO GET RID OF YOUR GERMS.

Just because you live in tokyo doesn't mean you are city girl and expected everyone can speak good Japanese.
O...there's many other things i can bitch about you more.
You cried on the last period of Wednesday AT SCHOOL??? Why you crying ESPECIALLY AT SCHOOL? i mean other people thought i bullied you or treat you wrong or something. and at night you were talking to your parent and keep laughing.
You laugh at me because back of my jeans got "SEX POT" on it.
GROWN UP, YOU TWO YEARS OLDER THAN ME, BE MORE MATURE. YOUR SCHOOL DIDN'T TEACH YOU ANYTHING TO DO WITH SEX OR EVEN WHAT IS SEX MEAN? AND YOUR LAUGH JUST MAKE ME WANT TO PUNCH YOU SO HARD THAT YOU CAN STRAIGHT GO TO HOSPITAL
and most of all, is a JAPANESE BRAND, you laughing at it that mean you laughing at your own country brand
and you were keep saying you love your country so much, this and that.
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THIS PERSON, I WILL NEVER EVER EVER WANT TO SEE AND TALK ABOUT HER AGAIN(well, not any more chance that i can see her)

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Well..please leave a comment if you can.
Saturday gone out with my friends....like more than 5 hours non stop walking
Me and
melissa(the one host another jp person) were bitching about them...MY ONE TOTALLY ARE THE WORST ONE OUT OF ALL. I mean i try not to bitch about it, but since melissa is talking about it, and SINCE melissa told me that asami(the girl i host) got something wrong with me. I just have to spit it out.
YOU COME TO THIS PLACE AS A EXCHANGE STUDENT. WHY YOU HAVE TO BEEN SO PICKY ABOUT EVERYTHING. YOU COME HERE AND LIVE WITH IT. IS NOT IN JAPAN AND IN YOUR HOME ANYMORE.
IF YOU NEED ANYTHING, TELL ME, IF YOU SICK TELL ME...don't just try to wait until
i ask you if you are hungry. BECAUSE I"M NOT THAT KIND OF PERSON AFTER ASKING YOU EVERYTIME FOR 3 DAYS.
IF YOU GOT SO MANY ILLNESS AND ALLERGY WHY YOU COME TO THIS PLACE, WHY
DON"T YOU COME WITH YOUR FAMILY. YOUR FATHER IS A DOCTOR

Website has been updated...again...updated style, photo and non-brand
i got this sweater at Peace station, is quiet expensive but is really nice..wonder if i got any chace to wear it
actually
i can use this for BOU cosplay..YEAH~~ hahahahhaa
co-ordinates.... sweater and my sex pot jeans

Now
i got 4 sweater already~~~ peace now, hell cat, that and sex pot one..MY GOD..so many
If you want to look my stickers photo collection here it is
look how
i become now....each one is pretty different
http://spaces.msn.com/akanatsumi/photos/?_c02_owner=1

Seriously, after this
i'm not going to host anyone ANYONE AT ALL. i CAN"T TAKE THIS ANYMORE
Melissa told me my
japanese sounded weird. BUT IS OBIVOUSLY NOT MY PROBLEM.
YOU see: she told her host sister where you want to go in
japanese...she understand...BUT she told my host sister where you want to go in japanese. SHE DON"T UNDERSTAND A WORD AT ALL. That's mean is not really my problem. is her hearing problem. THINK ABOUT IT.. I"M NOT NATURAL jAPANESE LIKE YOU. I TRY TO SPEAK MY JAPANESE HARD AS I CAN TO MAKE YOU UNDERSTAND. WHY YOU STILL HAVE TO TALK ABOUT IT?. THANKS FOR TELLING MINORI(melissa host sister) then melissa
can tell me WHAT ARE YOU THINKING.

THINK ABOUT YOURSELF BITCH~ YOU PICKING ON MY JAPANESE, BECAUSE MY ENGLISH GOT ACCENT YOU CAN'T UNDERSTAND WELL EITHER. AND IF I SPEAK CHINESE YOU WON'T EVEN UNDERSTAND IT. THEN WHAT DO I SUPPOSE TO DO. YOU SAID TO MINORI WE DON'T TALK MUCH. DAH OF COURSE, YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND MY LANGUAGE THEN WHAT ELSE CAN WE TALK. I DON'T HAVE TIME TO SPEND MORE TRY TO SPEAK PERFECT JAPANESE WITH YOU. I GOT ASSIGNMENT, TEST AND SPEECH WHEN YOU CAME. I TOOK YOU TO ZOO, TOWER, AND PAID FOR YOU AND ALL THE OTHER FEE THAT I NOT SUPPOSE TO PAID FOR YOU. HOW NICE CAN I BE WHEN YOU WERE KEEP BITCHING ME BEHIND MY BACK.

You told me minori live in Chiba, she's a country girl and you are city girl JUST because you live in tokyo. SO WHAT?? You just too jealous she is rich and she got all the brand stuff and you not. Minori live in Chiba so what?? doens't mean she's a country girl.
Bullshit, luckily i drop her off to the airport in the afternoon. THEN I HAVE ALL THE CLEANING TO DO
WHY?? she got NETTLE RASH, ASTHMA, SKIN PROBLEM, ALLERGY. HER ROOM CAN SMELL ALL THE MEDICINE that my mum can't take it anymore. WORST OF ALL, SHE IS TOO SELF-FISH AND PICKY, EVEN HER FRIEND TOLD ME SHE IS, i mean even a rich girl don't picky on stuff and YOU DO?????? WHO THE HELL YOU THINK YOU ARE??? A PRINCESS???.. she don't share food and I PAID THEM FOR THE FOOD. she hide the food inside the room then eat.
She allergic to fish and egg, she LOVE noodles, she said our rice is no good, her OWN JAPANESE rice is better, she like HER OWN FOOD. IF SHE love her country so much, why she just stay there instead.

Sometimes i think japanese people are sooo like that.

Next time if i can host, i know what i'm gonna do.

THE END.
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errr...my host came so i'm really busy
here's the things
i got from my friend and crescent..which i open LAST THURSDAY
Crescent Shop: There' many many many more inside the bag but you can't see it. I don't think
i will sell my btssb tartan jsk...not even until i received the newer version one. I will keep all BTSSB clothes that i bought.
 
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From my friend...All
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There all on my website now
CHECK IT OUT YO~~~~
My website is at the
top..lazy ass
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errr...few more post then i'm out of here
My meta order has shipped out
OO~~ this is the BTSSB socks i'm talking about, but it wasn't that nice as i exptected~
WHY ARE THIS KEEP HAPPENING?
when i'm into one brand, usually i really like they design, and the new design come..I HATE IT


Yes..i pick up my order from post office, is crescent and my friends order, i open my friends one
i was happy, inside for 5 second, because i got so much work to do i feel no happiness at all
I will finish my work..or at least do something with my assignment then i will happy to open the crescent one
My friend is already received my btssb alice set, now she have to leave at home until 2 months later then send to me~
i'm sorry, i really want the set i know you will be fine..hehehehe...two packages is really big
See how heavy and big is my crescent order????..i was like SHIT SOO HEAVY.

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I got my new bed but never get to show it~~ here's my chance..PART 1:
Top of my bed, full view and end of my bed.
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Today was athletic carnival..took few photos only..and mostly is my friend..hahahaha
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And things that will be coming soon....later in a month

A order from Meta: t-shirt and hat.
A order from other company such as: 2 btssb replica shoes (very reasonable price), btssb replica shoes and some more?

Things that will be coming AFTER few months later

The beautiful dress, then the hawase doll headdress (if i have money i will bought the whole white set and well, but no money), another white headdress if i win, hairband if i win, KARAMI NO JSK(YEAH) and another new order from my friend which is the btssb alice set(jsk + headdress) and her btssb shoes..err..her shoes is soo nice.
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I guess this will be my last post
After not even 6 months, my LJ is closing down and perhaps i will leave my precious lolita clothing behind my wardrobe till the dust is all around my clothes. Till the time i will sell them all, Till the time i don't like lolita anymore.
But after closing down, i still will secretly buy lolita stuff and i will stick buy it at the moment, even though i'm suffer from depression, stress and anger management, yes i have lot of problems.

aa..i accidentally bought a Punka t-shirt and a peak hat from Meta..i thought it will minus from my balance but it didn't, is not a big amount..so i hope my mum will understand... Yes..it is to match my musical note, i hope it will look ok.... AND BTSSB will soon have the matching card socks...YEAH~~~~~ coming on may....

The last
botton black one..can't see clearly..here's the link
http://blog54.fc2.com/b/babytakasaki/file/baby_20060415_2.jpg

BTSSB bikini outfit is coming up..i don't like the print though

And things that will be coming soon....later in a month
A order from my friend: btssb bag, socks, umbrella, headdress, hand wrist and cutsew
A order from crescent: Emily temple one piece, h.naoto leg warmer,
alGONQUINS skirt, batsu skirt, meta sailor top+skirt(from 05), VW JACKET!!, Orange Range t-shirt, btssb blouse, putumayo accessories, BTSSB tartan jsk, peace now boots, antenna shoes and SEXPOT jeans.
I will soon sell my tartan jsk when i took a photo with it..muahahahahahahhahahah evil
A order from Meta: t-shirt and hat.
A order from other company such as: 2 btssb replica shoes (very reasonable price), btssb replica BOOTS and some more?
Things that will be coming AFTER few months later

THIS BEAUTIFUL DRESS, then the hawase doll headdress (if i have money i will bought the whole white set and well, but no money), another white headdress if i win, hairband if i win, KARAMI NO JSK(YEAH) and another new order from my friend which is the btssb alice set(jsk + headdress) and her btssb shoes..err..her shoes is soo nice.

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I am happy and stress at the same time.....
so many things i want...so many things i have to do..
I AM SOOO RELIEVED~~ CRESCENT FINALLY RECEIVED MY PAYMENT~~ I FEEL SO SAFE AND RELIVED, SO HAPPY!!! AND CELGA NOW HAVE REPLIED ABOUT MY ORDER YEAH~~~~~~~
now I just have to worried the payment for this alice set and celga one!! and should i get the hawase doll set or not
YEAH YEAH YEAH
If wasn't crescent close on may..i wouldn't use celga anyway AND stupid akibado still haven't reply my inquiry about why my btssb bag is sooo late.

i'm in love with the BTSSB alice jsk..screw the expensive one~~ i like this one better..and is reasonable price
If you wear it, it looks really really nice. Da da da DUM DUM~~ Da da da DUM DUM~~~ Da da da DUM DUM~~ DUM DUM DUM DUM DUM DUM DUM DUM~~

Yes i just confirm i can buy those shoes and the boots..~ YEAH~~ i won't received them until a month later..SHIVERS..sorry..FISH PASTE.I really want the tartan dress and karami jsk (the seller ended quickly) really badly, momoko wears in them in shimotsuma~~~ I love cosplaying her..hahahahahahaha i know i'm not that pretty...

If anyone who interested ordering these shoes please tell me soon, i will give you the details if you interested

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I'm sooo scared about my mail to crescent shop..i mean i sent two registered mail(inside has money) to my friend and to crescent, my friend is already received yesterday but crescent still haven't got it yet, my friend told me in JP is more dangerous because they check the mail inside...i'm so scared, even though just one day..is really big amount of money, if wasn't my paypal cc doesn't work i won't sent that large amount of money to crescent anyways...i hope it he can received between today or tomorrow. If is later than Tuesday then i'm doom. I'm sooo pissed off as well because i can't find my code, and all the other code and paper when i was in post office last time~~~ i'm sooo freakin pissed off, i hate finding stuff, i'm not going out for dinner tonight until i find my code~~ i don't care
Errrrr i start shivering again becauese i'm too angry
OK i manage to find it, curse those magazines, well, i'm still scared, i hope it will went well...*cried cried cried.. AAAA, don't know what to do..IS VERY VERY LARGE AMOUNT OF MONEY~~~ so scared so scared...makes me don't give a shit about anything except this.
My friend has finally sent the package to me, but she sent it bit earlier so i have to leave those btssb shoes along...
I saw karami no jsk on JP!AUC only for 3600yen for now..i'm getting that..if i can..so i won't get the new one cost 18000yen...
i have to leave the orders for the alice jsk as well, because i don't have enough money...... save up save up again
Darn i'm really really scared, i want my items really really soon. school holidays nearly ends. CAN"T TAKE THIS PRESSURE~~~~ AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA...now after few hours i decided to get the alice skirt instead...why soo freakin expensive..it cost more than a jsk~~~
In the other hands, i finally find the tartan jsk that momoko wears, mmm....if i can i will sold my old old version one~~ well don't you put up earlier!! curse..again
If anyone who interested ordering these shoes please tell me soon, i will give you the details if you interested

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I'm ordering these shoes?
anyone want to join?
no then is ok~~
hehehehehehehehe is your lose my benefit
Is sold out on web, of course these not the real one~~ IS THE REPLICA ONE
But look so real right??~~ Is range 50~60USD~~
i'm not sure i'm getting or not but i sooo want it i don't care, now just have to contact the person and how she say. And i'm also ordering one of the btssb replica boots as well`~~ YEAH~

And....If i can, i want to reserve some items from Meta Strawberry collection as well, but i also want someone reserve with me
Because it looks nice with two people together, on the individual, it doesn't look nice

I'm broke, my friend is too nice to send my the real btssb shoes if i want it....she is too nice, but no money~~ if i haven't saving up for the btssb alice jsk and another jsk i would pay her. but i can't...no money..total is more than 500 bucks..aaaa  these is tooo frustrating~
~ Final order from my friend, is been like 4 months already.... well, you know..she want to save up on the shipping so just keep delaying and delaying~~ package my friend is sending me include all btssb stuff...mm....heart ribbon bag, socks, cutsew, headdress, hand wrist and umbrella, and maybe shoes as well..aa..too too nice..stupid akibado when the hell they will have my btssb bag...
Then the final crescent order includes emily temple one piece, h.naoto leg warmer, btssb jsk, btssb handwrist, putumayo accessories and many many more. include my precious vw love heart jacket
I'm not using CC card anymore, only for receiving money, paying by CC card is sooo stress for me, even though mail is risky, i still choose mail better, damn why Australia don't have IPMO~~
I am competing my self and competing to lauren as well, I know she's the lolita master to me~~ but i will fight~~ she's my lolita role model~~~ FIIIITOOOOO OW! I really have to get out of the house and take pic outside, inside my house sucks...Needs to improve my facial expression skills as well

YEAH~~~ the seller that i bought the wine red set nice enough to give me a discount for 2 jsk, even though is not alot..but still ok~~ i think i will manage to get it~~ i think is include shipping, because include shipping is worth it~~ save 2000 yen~ shipping cost is already 4000yen normally, but seller shipping cost is cheap..hehehehe~~ So jealous, she's lives in JP now, study for 4 years, live near harajuku~~~ jealous jealous~~ I NEED TO CHOOSE BETWEEN WHITE OR BLACK OR ThE SKIRT INSTEAD..SHIT~~ SHIT~

My god, when will this world end....suffer suffer suffer

Does anyone know how to collect money from paypal?? i really need it soon....... the shipping cost are killing me, and without that money...i will be more broke~~ so i'm very very kind to ask you the progress of it...i got 320aud in pp balance acc that i really need to collect. *crying.....when will kyuya online again.....Forget it, i know how...stupid bank acc thingy..err have to wait a week...no money~~ no money for shipping
Very very busy at post office again...First i have to change currency to TW and YEN...then i have to packe well...(stupid Aus don't have IPMO) Then sent to JP and TW and i have to sent three items to around world. So so so busy, it spend more than 50 bucks just the stupid mails all together
Is on Mon, and SHIT~~ i have to do my commerce project which is the sewing..i have to tell my mum to do it.....
When I'm in my happy mood:
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もう1つ食べたいわ
もう1つ食べたいわ
心を解き放って
おしゃべりを楽しみましょ
もう1杯飲みたいわ
もう1杯飲みたいなぁ…。

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